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I Don't Think
04:11
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So sick of feelin like my actions aren't my own.
If I go out and see my friends, will you be mad when I get home?
I feel your grip so tight around me; hear your anger when you speak.
If you refuse to help yourself, how can you take this out on me?
So here's to you and second chances that you never earned.
Manipulator: you won't control me anymore.
You were a grave mistake - a waste of time and effort, now I've had it.
I have so much to give and you're so undeserving.
Now it's your turn to listen and watch as I walk away.
I should've known when you first called me 'goddess' you were idolizing me to your self-destruction.
Thrust the stakes of your loneliness into my back.
All the while, believing you were justified.
But how was I supposed to feel safe - pushed out of the place I made?
Tried to exist as separate pieces.
We always were, but you never wanted to be.
I hate your face.
The way you speak; the way you take things out on me,
and how you're always there to push me to ground when I am weak.
I want you packed loaded up, want you a million miles away.
I hope that they have speakers there cuz I want you to hear me say...
No, I never needed you.
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shiver, freeze
04:31
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I watch you fade.
You flicker in and out of my memories like a flam.
I hear your voice.
You're tellin me a story from before we ever met.
I should listen.
I should care, but I'll forget.
I never meant to drive a wedge; push you away from me
I scroll through pictures, see faces come and go.
Feels like we shouldered enough weight to build a home.
It must mean something - when I'm asked to think of the future - I see nothing.
I'm starin into the void.
Is this really all there is?
Is there nothing after this?
Do I collapse and fade; will I be worn away?
Will it be like I didn't exist?
Now I sit and watch my friends build lives, and fill them up with hope.
I've got nothin to show, and I'm all alone.
Trying to find the sign of substance in my life / No matter what I try, these thoughts just won't subside.
Will I collapse and fade or be worn away, I get lost losing myself
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Everyone Leaves Columbus, Ohio
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